Bed

21 November 2017, 8:00am

I finally feel myself again 
Excited about waking up again 
I'd rather just lay in bed I'm comfortable instead 
But it's a good thing this time 

21 May 2018, 9:54pm 

I still can't get out of bed most days

Ella Fence

Brick

19 November 2017, 10:30pm 

The same brick walls that excited you 

Begin to box you in 

The evolution of you and me 

Becomes the forgetting of us

Ella Fence

Actually living

21 January 2018 
& 21 May 2018

Music
I put my life on hold for so long
Because of you

Constantly running away and chasing the next thing
Not wanting to settle in the reality that I was in
But to create a new one

The one in my dreams and fantasies 
But this is my life, the life I’ve created.

From working hard and smart

And it is a good life 

And so I choose I relish

I choose to indulge
I choose to enjoy 

This life
My life

And not let the the dream get in the way of actually living. 

Ella Fence

Balance

19 November 2017, 8:42pm

I'm trying to spend more time alone
Let things happen naturally it's
Funny how we go extreme on both ends
And then end up right back in the middle 

Ella Fence

Stupid shit

17 December 2017, 5:22pm

"Sometimes I drink too much so I have an excuse to do stupid shit"

Ella Fence

The lunatic

"The lunatic, the lover, and the poet are of imagination all compact"

William Shakespeare

Unseen?

6 November 2017, 12:47pm

I said some thing I didn't mean
Did things I wish could be unseen 
Told some lies to dry your eyes 


21 May 2018, 8:26pm

Hoping you don’t realise 


Ella Fence