Balance

19 November 2017, 8:42pm

I'm trying to spend more time alone
Let things happen naturally it's
Funny how we go extreme on both ends
And then end up right back in the middle 

Ella Fence

Stupid shit

17 December 2017, 5:22pm

"Sometimes I drink too much so I have an excuse to do stupid shit"

Ella Fence

The lunatic

"The lunatic, the lover, and the poet are of imagination all compact"

William Shakespeare

Unseen?

6 November 2017, 12:47pm

I said some thing I didn't mean
Did things I wish could be unseen 
Told some lies to dry your eyes 


21 May 2018, 8:26pm

Hoping you don’t realise 


Ella Fence

the artist (demo)

this demo/ random musical exploration will be up on my SoundCloud for 24 hours, enjoy x

https://soundcloud.com/ellafencemusic/the-artist-demo

It almost is, but just not quite

And slowly but surely I began to become less interesting to you

You’re less interested in me

I’m less interested in you

I want a life of endless possibility

Of adventure and freedom

But I can give this to myself already

I don’t need this from another 

I want to share that with another 

How many people in this life were interested and didn’t speak up

How many people lied about how they were really feeling

To themselves

To each other 

What if you enter into something for different reasons than the other

One too scared to leave

One too scared to stay

One person more pushy

One person says okay

Do you pretend? Let it go on anyway?

When you know it isn’t right

It almost is, but just not quite

What is your next move?

Sum of All Parts

“A concept in holism. Related to the idea that the total effectiveness of a group of things each interacting with one another is different or greater than their effectiveness when acting in isolation from one another”. 

There is a version of me that is obsessive

There is a version of me that is relaxed

There is a version of me that is destructive

There is a version of me that is constructive

There is a version of me that is fiery

There is a version of me that is calm

There is a version of me that is inconsiderate

There is a version of me that is thoughtful

There is a version of me that is selfish

There is a version of me that is giving

There is a version of me that is rude

There is a version of me that is kind

There is a version of me that is direct

There is a version of me that is ambiguous

There is a version of me that is confident

There is a version of me that is passive

There is a version of me that is passionate

There is a version of me that is lazy

There is a version of me that is controlling

There is a version of me that is carefree

There is a version of me that is depressed

There is a version of me that is blissfully happy

I am complex, just like everyone else.

None of these versions of me, on their own define me.

I am the sum of all parts.

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