tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-56536038024481509192024-03-05T20:25:34.583-05:00ELLA FENCEElectro-pop artist from AustraliaElla Fencehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06532648482335936710noreply@blogger.comBlogger275125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5653603802448150919.post-62095143652929327412018-11-05T21:48:00.002-05:002018-11-05T21:48:54.302-05:00Attention<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Darling I don’t mean to be
dismissive </span></div>
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I just get nervous<br />
If it were up to me I would spend the whole night<br />
Listening to every single one of your stories<br />
Any little detail</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Of any little story you wanted to share<br />
I would hang onto every word<br />
Give you every single last bit of my attention </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><br />
Watching as your mouth curls<br />
The odd shapes it makes<br />
As the words fall freely from your imperfect lips<br />
Watching as you grit your teeth<br />
A little too hard<br />
When you’re trying to push out the difficult words<br />
Watching as the layers of pain<br />
Start to shed away<br />
As you begin to let in someone new </span></div>
<o:p></o:p><br />
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Ella Fencehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06532648482335936710noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5653603802448150919.post-53469741267870692832018-09-23T22:39:00.002-04:002018-09-23T22:39:44.493-04:00Mess<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="font-size: 10.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">There’s something glorifying
about heartbreak<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 10.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">Something over
indulgent about it<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 10.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">About the tortured
artist<br style="mso-special-character: line-break;" />
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<span style="font-size: 10.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">A beautiful space
to reconnect with and remember<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 10.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">Who you were
before the mess <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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Ella Fencehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06532648482335936710noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5653603802448150919.post-17125239558982844102018-09-23T22:18:00.002-04:002018-09-23T22:18:26.545-04:00you could be anyone<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="font-size: 10.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">I kiss you <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 10.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">But it’s not you I’m
kissing <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 10.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">You could be
anyone<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 10.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">You could be
anyone<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 10.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">You’re no one
specific<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 10.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">Just a pair of
lips <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 10.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">For me to play
pretend with <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 10.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">Just a couple of
lips <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 10.0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-font-size: 11.0pt; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri;">For me to
entertain with<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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Ella Fencehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06532648482335936710noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5653603802448150919.post-69908245500454211452018-08-08T02:09:00.004-04:002018-08-08T02:09:41.234-04:00I would never dream.<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<b><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I would never dream. <o:p></o:p></span></b></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Of hurting you the way you
hurt me<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">But baby you didn’t even know
it<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">You didn’t know what kind of
deep seeded shit I’ve dealt with in my short life<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">My internal monologue that
pushes me forward <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">And holds me back just the
same<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">But in other ways.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">The amount of pain I’ve put
up with and normalised<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Over my short life <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">The amount of people I’ve
been forced to forgive<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">The amount of people I’ve
given unwarranted second chances to<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">The inevitable heartbreak of
a broken home <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">The cause, the effect, the
ingrained defeatism. The residual effect. The residual self-hatred. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">That I’ve had to shake<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">And grow from<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">And make my own mind up
about.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I will dream again<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">It might not be of you<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">For you<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">About you<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Or with you.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<b><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">But
I will dream again. </span></b></div>
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Ella Fencehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06532648482335936710noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5653603802448150919.post-71460880018216629042018-05-21T08:28:00.003-04:002018-05-21T08:28:39.765-04:00Reliability is subjective<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<span style="text-size-adjust: auto;"><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">6 December 2017, 10:46pm</span></span><br />
<span style="text-size-adjust: auto;"><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><br /></span></span>
<span style="text-size-adjust: auto;"><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">When I get to your age </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I can relate to you</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Isn't it weird and heart breaking</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">that we'll never be able to relate </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">in the real time and space </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">as each other a</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">at the same time </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Reliability is subjective and dependent </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Ella Fence</span></div>
Ella Fencehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06532648482335936710noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5653603802448150919.post-44940781584501234322018-05-21T08:21:00.003-04:002018-05-21T08:21:43.695-04:00Stories<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">6 December 2017, 11:28pm</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="text-size-adjust: auto;"><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Stories happen when things don't go to plan</span></span><br />
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<span style="text-size-adjust: auto;"><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Ella Fence</span></span></div>
Ella Fencehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06532648482335936710noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5653603802448150919.post-48263207800217841112018-05-21T08:18:00.004-04:002018-05-21T08:18:54.351-04:00Safety<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">5 December 2017, 7:56pm</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="text-size-adjust: auto;"><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I let myself feel everything</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">So I let myself down</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">No one else does this to me</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">It's me </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">reflecting me</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Diving in deep</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Too quick to</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Everything</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Then retreating, acting too cool</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Maybe I prefer to be alone</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">It's the only time I'm really in control</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">All my interactions I over think</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">21 May 2018, 10:17pm</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Maybe it's easier being alone</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">But no, I do not prefer it</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">and I choose to not give in to that safety</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Ella Fence</span></div>
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Ella Fencehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06532648482335936710noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5653603802448150919.post-20757684515444622252018-05-21T08:11:00.002-04:002018-05-21T08:12:04.447-04:00Beauty?<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">5 December 2017, 3:05pm</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="text-size-adjust: auto;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">I take beauty out of moments</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">Because I think about the fact </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">That they won't last forever </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">21 May 2018, 10:11pm</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">I need to stop doing this to myself</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">Ella Fence</span></div>
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Ella Fencehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06532648482335936710noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5653603802448150919.post-51707531496287087412018-05-21T08:08:00.002-04:002018-05-21T08:08:39.629-04:00Opening the windows<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Let the light in</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Let the air in</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Let the love in</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Ella Fence </span></div>
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Ella Fencehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06532648482335936710noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5653603802448150919.post-67325312700549403282018-05-21T08:07:00.003-04:002018-05-21T08:07:49.272-04:00Art <div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<span style="font-family: HelveticaNeue; font-size: 12px; text-size-adjust: auto;">4 December 2017, 9:02am</span><br />
<span style="font-family: HelveticaNeue; font-size: 12px; text-size-adjust: auto;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: HelveticaNeue; font-size: 12px; text-size-adjust: auto;">There is art in everyone </span><br />
<span style="font-family: HelveticaNeue; font-size: 12px; text-size-adjust: auto;">There is art in everything </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: HelveticaNeue; font-size: 12px; text-size-adjust: auto;">Ella Fence</span></div>
Ella Fencehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06532648482335936710noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5653603802448150919.post-35606976575058110692018-05-21T08:00:00.002-04:002018-05-21T08:04:43.914-04:00Surprises and expectations<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<span style="font-family: "helveticaneue";">4 December 2017, 8:20am</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "helveticaneue";">& 21 May 2018, 10:00pm</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "helveticaneue";"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: "helveticaneue";">Sometimes the world catches you by surprise </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "helveticaneue";">And sometimes you get exactly what you'd expect </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "helveticaneue";">Either can be painful </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "helveticaneue";"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: "helveticaneue";">Sit up sit up sit up because you can't sleep </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "helveticaneue";"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: "helveticaneue";">Lie </span><span style="font-family: "helveticaneue";">low</span><span style="font-family: "helveticaneue";"> l</span><span style="font-family: "helveticaneue";">ie </span><span style="font-family: "helveticaneue";">low </span><span style="font-family: "helveticaneue";">lie </span><span style="font-family: "helveticaneue";">low </span><span style="font-family: "helveticaneue";">because you're too tired</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "helveticaneue";">Ella Fence</span></div>
Ella Fencehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06532648482335936710noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5653603802448150919.post-39030718872191643312018-05-21T07:55:00.001-04:002018-05-21T08:05:43.885-04:00Bed<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="text-size-adjust: auto;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">21 November 2017, 8:00am</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">I finally feel myself again </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">Excited about waking up again </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">I</span><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">'d rather just lay in bed I'm comfortable instead </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">But it's a good thing this time </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">21 May 2018, 9:54pm </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">I</span><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"> still can't get out of bed most days</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">Ella Fence</span></div>
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Ella Fencehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06532648482335936710noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5653603802448150919.post-32187318063266562012018-05-21T07:50:00.002-04:002018-05-21T07:50:16.253-04:00Brick <div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">19 November 2017, 10:30pm </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">The same brick walls that excited you </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Begin to box you in </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">The evolution of you and me </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Becomes the forgetting of us</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Ella Fence</span></div>
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Ella Fencehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06532648482335936710noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5653603802448150919.post-1462186520745026342018-05-21T07:32:00.002-04:002018-05-21T08:05:32.316-04:00Actually living<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 12.8px;">21 January 2018 </span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 12.8px;">& 21 May 2018</span><br />
<br style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.8px;" />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 12.8px;">Music</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 12.8px;">I put my life on hold for so long</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 12.8px;">Because of you</span><br />
<br style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.8px;" />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 12.8px;">Constantly running away and chasing the next thing</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 12.8px;">Not wanting to settle in the reality that I was in</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 12.8px;">But to create a new one</span><br />
<br style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.8px;" />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 12.8px;">The one in my dreams and fantasies </span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 12.8px;">But this is my life, the life I’ve created.</span><br />
<br style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.8px;" />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 12.8px;">From working hard and smart</span><br />
<br style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.8px;" />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 12.8px;">And it is a good life </span><br />
<br style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.8px;" />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 12.8px;">And so I choose I relish</span><br />
<br style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.8px;" />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 12.8px;">I choose to indulge</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 12.8px;">I choose to enjoy </span><br />
<br style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.8px;" />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 12.8px;">This life</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 12.8px;">My life</span><br />
<br style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.8px;" />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 12.8px;">And not let the the dream get in the way of actually living. </span><br />
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Ella Fence</div>
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Ella Fencehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06532648482335936710noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5653603802448150919.post-34593560572995180522018-05-21T07:24:00.000-04:002018-05-21T07:24:06.328-04:00Balance <div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.8px;">19 November 2017, 8:42pm</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.8px;"><br /></span>
<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.8px;">I'm trying to spend more time alone</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.8px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.8px;">Let things happen naturally it's</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.8px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.8px;">Funny how we go extreme on both ends</span><br style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.8px;" /><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.8px;">And then end up right back in the middle </span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.8px;"><br /></span>
<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.8px;">Ella Fence</span></div>
Ella Fencehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06532648482335936710noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5653603802448150919.post-3966804158858020792018-05-21T07:13:00.002-04:002018-05-21T07:13:48.225-04:00Stupid shit<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 12.8px;">17 December 2017, 5:22pm</span><br />
<br style="background-color: white; font-family: arial, sans-serif; font-size: 12.8px;" />
<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 12.8px;">"Sometimes I drink too much so I have an excuse to do stupid shit"</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 12.8px;">Ella Fence</span></div>
Ella Fencehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06532648482335936710noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5653603802448150919.post-30908265443385190462018-05-21T06:59:00.002-04:002018-05-21T06:59:56.264-04:00The lunatic <div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">"The lunatic, the lover, and the poet are of imagination all compact"</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">William Shakespeare</span><br />
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Ella Fencehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06532648482335936710noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5653603802448150919.post-29464618878409373772018-05-21T06:41:00.002-04:002018-05-21T08:05:08.758-04:00Unseen?<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;">6 November 2017, 12:47pm</span></div>
<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;">I </span><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;">said some thing I didn't mean</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;">Did </span><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;">things I wish could be unseen </span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;">Told some lies to dry your eyes </span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><br /></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;">21 May 2018, 8:26pm</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><br /></span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;">Hoping you don’t realise </span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "arial" , sans-serif;">Ella Fence</span></div>
Ella Fencehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06532648482335936710noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5653603802448150919.post-26874490294489667762018-04-02T09:14:00.001-04:002018-04-02T09:14:51.467-04:00the artist (demo)<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
this demo/ random musical exploration will be up on my SoundCloud for 24 hours, enjoy x<br />
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<a href="https://soundcloud.com/ellafencemusic/the-artist-demo">https://soundcloud.com/ellafencemusic/the-artist-demo</a><br />
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Ella Fencehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06532648482335936710noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5653603802448150919.post-36602886682185300522018-01-23T03:50:00.002-05:002018-01-23T03:50:39.441-05:00It almost is, but just not quite<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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And slowly but surely I began to become less interesting to you<div>
You’re less interested in me</div>
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I’m less interested in you</div>
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<br /></div>
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I want a life of endless possibility</div>
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Of adventure and freedom</div>
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<br /></div>
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<span style="background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0);">But I can give this to myself already</span></div>
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I don’t need this from another </div>
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I want to share that with another </div>
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How many people in this life were interested and didn’t speak up</div>
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How many people lied about how they were really feeling</div>
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To themselves</div>
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To each other </div>
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<br /></div>
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What if you enter into something for different reasons than the other</div>
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<br /></div>
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One too scared to leave</div>
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One too scared to stay</div>
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One person more pushy</div>
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One person says okay</div>
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Do you pretend? Let it go on anyway?</div>
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<br /></div>
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When you know it isn’t right</div>
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It almost is, but just not quite</div>
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<br /></div>
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What is your next move?</div>
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Ella Fencehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06532648482335936710noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5653603802448150919.post-52781766693885507512017-12-05T21:45:00.005-05:002017-12-05T21:46:20.659-05:00Sum of All Parts<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<i style="background-color: white; font-family: arial, helvetica, sans-serif;"><span lang="EN-US">“</span></i><i style="background-color: white; font-family: arial, helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="color: #222222;">A concept in holism. Related to the idea that the
total effectiveness of a group of things each interacting with one another is
different or greater than their effectiveness when acting in isolation from one
another”. </span></i></div>
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<span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">There is a version of me that is obsessive<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">There is a version of me that is relaxed<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">There is a version of me that is
destructive<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left;">
<span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">There is a version of me that is
constructive<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left;">
<span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">There is a version of me that is fiery<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">There is a version of me that is calm <o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">There is a version of me that is
inconsiderate<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">There is a version of me that is thoughtful<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">There is a version of me that is selfish<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">There is a version of me that is giving<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left;">
<span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">There is a version of me that is rude<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left;">
<span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">There is a version of me that is kind<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left;">
<span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">There is a version of me that is direct<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left;">
<span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">There is a version of me that is ambiguous <o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">There is a version of me that is confident<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left;">
<span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">There is a version of me that is passive<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left;">
<span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">There is a version of me that is passionate<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left;">
<span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">There is a version of me that is lazy<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left;">
<span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">There is a version of me that is
controlling<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left;">
<span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">There is a version of me that is carefree<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left;">
<span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">There is a version of me that is depressed<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left;">
<span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">There is a version of me that is blissfully
happy<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: left;">
<span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">I am complex, just like everyone else. <o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">None of these versions of me, on their own
define me. <o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-US"><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">I am the sum of all parts.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Helvetica; font-size: 12px; text-size-adjust: auto;">I'm afraid of change </span><br />
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But I'm growing just the same</div>
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Trying to hold tightly</div>
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To the things that once defined me</div>
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But I'm panicking because it slips away</div>
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Each day</div>
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I'm somewhat different to the last</div>
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More parts are woken</div>
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More things are spoken </div>
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I'm afraid I won't be able to relate </div>
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To the girl I once was</div>
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And the loves in my life</div>
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I'm different from these people, always have been, but seeing it more now</div>
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Can feel it getting stronger</div>
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Wanting to explode away</div>
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From the monotony they</div>
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Accept.</div>
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The routine.</div>
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The expect.</div>
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Same the same and the same again</div>
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Yes they'll always be home</div>
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But does home live in the past</div>
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Where is home for me now</div>
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On the road</div>
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In the unexpected</div>
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I miss them</div>
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For the friendship we used to have</div>
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For the times we were the same people</div>
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Just because we want different things out of life</div>
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Does that mean we're doomed for separation </div>
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These people</div>
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Who once defined me</div>
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Helped me to write me</div>
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I'm not ready to let them go</div>
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But this passion and this drive</div>
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The thing that keeps me alive</div>
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The closer I move toward it</div>
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The further I am from them</div>
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The more I reject the norm</div>
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The more removed I become </div>
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Would you rather be blind and lonely, lonely in your ideas, the things you think about, the conversations you know you need and have</div>
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Or awake and lonely.</div>
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Is it one or the other though?</div>
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I fucking hope not.</div>
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You're gonna have to burn with me.<br />
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